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24 Nov 2006 0106

hey! Tho cldnt online.. bt juz feel lk bloggin.. so I did it in word.. hope it still remains aft I sent my com to reservice.. lolx.. =P aniwae.. hmmm.. more dan 12 hrs since As over.. bt I guess.. I m still da same.. nt really enjoyin dat As is over.. other dan no more studying.. no more worrying of haven study finish.. no more worrying of no mood to study.. no more worrying of wen to bath.. =P now is more relaxed.. bt den.. I dun tink I will b happy abt it for long.. nt someone hu enjoy nth-to-do days.. -.-

din wan to slp.. mayb coz din wan diz day to end.. weird huh? Was v. tired juz now.. now feeling alrite.. -.- i read finish my bks! Comics I mean.. =P I din lk pple to touch it.. hmmm.. coz 2day my dad picked one of it up n started flipping.. den I kinda snatch it back? Hmmm.. mayb coz since he dun lk mi to read.. den he shldnt read mine too.. dun understand y pple juz dun lk mi to read comics? Nt dat I care.. =P bt it’s juz.. yar.. haix…

haf been haix-ing for v. long.. n I haven reply mad.. n hui boon.. n sb else.. I m nt such a hp person.. wan my reply immediately? Call me.. nt dat I will reply straight away.. I will sae c first.. so instead of typin c first I will nt reply.. bt I kip sneezing.. wonder which one is tokin abt mi.. =P

one of da tings I dun lk myself is dat.. instead of celebrating As is over.. I m worrying my future.. wat shld I do aft dat? Wat course shld I take? Which aspect I will excel in? which one I m most passionate abt? It’s kinda sian wen u supposed to b happy abt sth yet sth else cum n disturbs u.. haix.. future? Do I still haf one..

dat time I was tokin to hueva.. I was sayin dat.. our future nt dat dere’s no future.. bt juz dat all da lights r too bright dat we cldnt c da way.. lolx.. super optimistic rite? Bt dat’s wat I m still tinkin abt… still believing.. we sure can excel in one way or da other.. bt which light is da brightest one? Or mayb I shld sae.. which one makes u most comfortable? Which one attracts u more? Life isn’t abt choosing n regretting.. it is abt finding da way of life for urself.. izzit? I dunno.. life is kinda complicated.. mayb I shld add a super inside.. life has been relatively ez.. bt it’s getting worse wen I step in seconday sch.. n it worsen aft I enter jc.. more tings to decide.. more control.. more independent.. bt mayb coz since young I wasnt really given some independence.. such tings r so hard for mi.. bt life still goes on… da clock continues to tick.. dere’s a whole load of tings I wan to do…

I wan to learn: knitting.. guitar.. pipa? Wat else? Hmmm.. nth much..
I wan to do: cycling! Playin badminton! [shld cfm da date tmr.. =P] pubbing! [dat’s haf to wait..] shopping! Typing! Designing! It is highly possible dat I wont b happy tmr.. bt I will try.. no harm tryin rite?

Wat’s ur future? wat do u tink urself will b aft 5yrs? 7yrs? 10yrs? 12yrs? By 12yrs we will b 30.. wow! Amazing rite.. time flies v. fast.. lolx.. tink abt it.. planning to make a time capsule? Hmmm.. mayb.. c how lahx.. muz tink of da whole idea bfore can decide wat to do.. oh! I wan to buy velvets n make my gingerbread man keychain! Mayb I shld juz made lots of keychains for everyone! Christmas! I luv Christmas! It is a season of joy.. a season of love.. a season of sharing.. I luv it! Nt dat I m a Christian or catholic or hu else believe in Christmas? Bt aniwae.. I juz luv da feeling.. =) so sweet!

How do I c myself in da near future.. let’s say 2yrs ltr? Studying definitely.. I hope.. still.. wat course shld I take in uni? Assuming 4As = 4A.. n I passed my gp… dat means.. entering ani sch isn’t an issue.. hmmm.. where will I b? business? Engineering? Science? Therapy? Q. interested in therapy.. bt den I nid to get a diploma first.. hmmm.. so I nid to study poly bfore studying uni.. -.-

I’m so tired.. mayb I shld get some slp.. nite.. wat sld I study? -.- haix…



26 Nov 2006 2145

it has been days since I last connected.. hmmm.. I kinda getting used of nt onlining.. lolx.. i goin to b a caveman soon I guess.. if I nv go out.. I surely bcum one.. dere r plenty to blog abt.. let mi c..

Friday.
Went out w holy kel bei! =) we went vivo!! It is so damn big!! Nth much to walk I guess.. actually.. q. a lot.. bt u spent lots of time walking too.. -.- had lunch @ banquet.. den aft dat went to earle’s swesens.. [y does da spelling looks weird?] for fondue!! =) den walk here walk dere.. only bot a missha nailpolish! Den aft dat.. din do much.. walk walk walk.. saw a clutch dat I lk.. most prob buyin dat.. bt I still nid to tink whether it is too formal or wat? Hmmm.. dunno.. din wan to tink @ all.. As over! Y do I still haf to tink? Den went to ps w kel.. had da xtra L chicken cullet! V. nice!!! =)

Oh.. bfore dat I went to amk to buy a pair of pumps.. v. cute pumps! =) mayb wearing it tmr? Hmmm.. c how… v. nice! I luv it.. wanted to wear it to vivo.. bt din.. coz it’s rainin!! Cats n dogs.. so jia lat.. so haf to gif it up..

Sat.
Woke up @ 12.. tho I slpt @ 12.. my body finally collapsed.. lalala! Woke up.. had lunch @ banquet w my family.. went to pop… din do much… den cum hm.. watch anime! Den zuo bo zuo bo… den watch tv again! Straight fr 7 to 2am.. =) den zzz..

2day!
I packed my stuffs.. it’s so empty.. feeling kinda sad.. coz it seems to b so empty.. dere’s nth liao.. mayb my life now is too.. v. empty… hollow. Hmmm.. so yupx.. wasn’t kinda happy…

Aniwae.. did everytin by myself.. guess dat’s mi.. tho now my shoulders hurt.. my back hurts too.. I jzu wan to do it myself.. hmmm.. nvm.. it doesn’t hurt much.. mayb coz I did some exercising in da aftnn… lolx…

Goin out tmr.. on tues most prob.. I haven reply mad.. lolx.. pai seh..

Lalala. Tata~